Night of stirring, in and out

Night of stirring, in and out
Sounds and thoughts distract me
Taunting teases, twist and doubt
Sensitive around see

My body aches with lack of sleep
This day will be survived
Heavy blankets, a hum so deep
Almost feels contrived

Feelings from the eve before
Shiver down my spine
Make me long just so much more
Dreams to intertwine

Lack of pleasure, lack of rest
I sit here all alone
It feels a little like a test
A sin I must atone